Stop Making Sense
Mood:  lyrical
A collection of lines from Hellraiser movies made into a poem. Open for various interpretations.


Pain?
What you know as pain
Is a shadow.
Pain has a face;
Allow me to show it to you.
I... Am... Pain...

The beauty of suffering.
Down the dark decades
Of your pain,
This will seem like a memory
Of Heaven.
Demon to some.
Angel to others.

Unbearable, isn't it?
The suffering of strangers,
The agony of friends.

Human dreams...
Such fertile ground
For the seeds of torment.
We have no more surprises.
Such a limited imagination.
I am in
My own Hell,
And quite unreachable.

You can hear
Its faint echo right now.
There is a secret song
At the center of the world.
And its sound is like razors
Through flesh.
No tears, please.
It's a waste of good suffering.

This is my body,
This is my blood,
Happy are they
who come to my sabbat.

Amen.

Blue Monday
Mood:  not sure
Now Playing: Depeche Mode
Sorry if I haven't updated in awhile. I've been very busy. I really would like some feedback if anyone out there is reading this, it would be appreciated greatly. Here's a little something that should put you, the reader, in what kind of a mood I'm in with lyrics to a great Depeche Mode song called SEE YOU.

All I want to do is see you again
Is that too much to ask for?
I just want to see your sweet smile
Smiled the way it was before

Well I'll try not to hold you
And I'll try not to kiss you
And I won't even touch you

All I want to do is see you
Don't you know that it's true

I remember the days when we'd walk through the woods
And sit on a bench for a while
I treasure the way we used to laugh and play
And look in each others eyes

You can keep me at a distance if you don't trust my resistance
But I swear I won't touch you

All I want to do is see you
Don't you know that it's true

Well I know five years is a long time
And that times change (oh that times change)
But I think that you will find
People are basically the same (basically the same)

If the water's still flowing, we can go for a swim
And do the things we used to do
And if I'm reluctant you can pull me in
And we can relive our youth

Oh but we'll stay friendly like sister and brother
Though I think I still love you
All I want to do is see you
Don't you know that it's true?

Sunday Thoughts
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: Nightmares On Wax - Morse
Greetings once again everyone. Boy oh boy, what a week it has been. The holidays are approching rapidly which can mean only one thing. Christmas time is almost here. My friend Jillian has finally been able to get out of her cosmatology class, which she's very happy about. I think I really have a crush on her friend Amy.

I don't know what it is, but I'm seriously crushin' on her. I do know is that I've never had so much fun hanging around her. Saturday was really really fun for me. I think I might have been slightly flirting with her. I've actually have considered Amy before, and have been told that it would never happen, although I don't see why not. She's looking for a boyfriend, and I'm looking for a girlfriend.

The thing is, I don't want to rush into something like this and have terrible results. Plus, I'm trying to get to know her by hanging around her and whatnot. I just hope when it comes time for me to ask Jillian what her thoughts are, I just hope what she says is positive.

Well, that's all for now folks. Until next time, adios.

Clearing The Air
Mood:  happy
http://www.livejournal.com/users/redapples420/

'Nuff said.

Thanksgiving
Mood:  chillin'
Now Playing: Watching Elf
Greetings everyone, and happy Thanksgiving. Knowing about today being a holiday to give thanks and whatnot to others, I would like to take some time real quick to say a few words (although I'm not that great at giving speeches, I'll do my best). As some of my close friends may know already, I am a bit angry at someone who has said some harsh words against me, for the second time no less. Well, I've given it some thought and decided that this person just isn't worth the time and effort of tiresly belating. Yes she may have her faults, but don't we all? The important thing to do is not carry on or bicker about this kind of stuff.
It's just not worth the time. I'm willing to put everything aside, because I'm not the kind of person who'd ever want to hold a grudge against anybody. But before I go, I'd like to say thanks to the following people:
Chris - a great spacey friend
Jillian - a wonderful muse
Alisha - corky friend
Greg - a funny man
Sean - where's Halo 2?
Amy - be cool, BE VERY COOL
Jason - good guy
Arron - Maiden freak
Nathan - odd fellow
Mark - funny smoker
Dianne - very intergetic
Jake - nothin' but laughs
Jared - future metal god
Pat - the next MacGuiver
Swanson - crazy ass cowboy
Jeff - boomin' stereo
Andy - bam bam

AND EVERYONE ELSE WHO'S GRACIOUS ENOUGH TO PUT UP WITH ME, THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH, YOUR WONDERFUL!

(at least this wasn't the LotR fan club credits, lol)

HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE!

Bloody Tuesday
Mood:  spacey
Now Playing: American History X
What a day I tell ya. I finally ended up giving blood today at school. I was really pumped too. Anyway, it was real cool (got free orange juice, cookies, and stuff like that). I'm tired now, until I end up drinking a bunch of caffeine. Until next time folks, adios.

Monday
Mood:  sharp
Now Playing: Watching the rest of Visitor Q
Greetings once again. It's Monday, which means only one more freakin' day of school left 'till Thanksgiving Break. I'm a bit pissed that I couldn't sign up for the blood drive at school. Don't think I would've been allowed to anyway (due to the fact that I had to send my school I.D. to stupid ass social security so they can give me a new card). Anyway, if I have some good down time tomorrow, I'm gonna try and add some pages to my website. Until next time, adios.

Greetings and Salutations
Mood:  mischievious
Welcome to my new and improved blog/journal made by yours truly. I'll try and update a bit later on if I can. Until then, adios.